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Valentines day!

2011-02-14T23:20:00.000-08:00

YAY! my valentine was very sad because i only took a packet of chocolates from my refrigerator for him!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D

2011-01-02T21:01:00.000-08:00

#1 my mom is back from US! i'm gonna gain so so so much weight with all these!

#2 HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !
actually, i didn't want to blog. but some meanie asked me to blog :( isn't that a torture? :P

oh, but this meanie right, he's quite nice. mayb the nicest of all. because,

he gave me the best christmas gift ever ! :D

he kinda surprised me! because i didn't know he could be so sweet ( by the way he gave it to me) HAHAHAHAHA . don't kill me!

i shall surprise you too!

today!

2010-11-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

finally, the end of showcase. hahaha

i really wish the weather could be more predictable.

i hope i can improve my piano skills bit by bit everyday.

finals are soon. hopefully i won't be lazy. i wanna nail every single paper! HAHAHAHAHA

can't wait for the next sem.

sociology, american civili, american popular music, english 2 and moral studies. here i come! (:

sigh.

2010-10-29T08:20:00.001-07:00

i always ask myself.
do i deserve all this. it always feels like, i'm the one who's all alone.
when i needed someone, i can't have who i want. the one supposed to be there for me, is going way too far away from me.
though i'm used to it, but i still feel it all the time.
sometimes, you just don't know how much i need you.

what if I die

2010-10-16T03:32:00.001-07:00

me and alicia had this very weird conversation in the car last week. she told me her scerets and said, some people must really know my secrets. what if i die. nobody truly know what happened.
then i told her, my blog is like my personal journal. but the reason that i hardly share things in my blog because, oh shit happens when it's too public. my blog were dead for long, one of the reasons is to keep readers away.

just had my muet test. and i was surprised that my college KD's campus is quiteee nice. we were kinda jakun that we kept taking pictures. that happened on the 13th of oct.

the walk way, nice place for dating.
there's a pool out of no where.
swimming pool.

and it looks like a hotel inside. lol
and the IT floor looks like a hospital. haha

mahesh, melody, denise and I were in the first group. :( and how was it, it was very bad for me.
i think i just lost the chance of getting band 4 (pass). even the first sentence, i said it wrongly.
and i really thank aaron daniel for sending us back to college. oh not forgetting lunch before that. ha. i had marketing midterms at 12. we were kinda late for the paper. and i went to the wrong examination hall. at first, i was kinda depressed because of muet. and thn, i after i took my marketing paper, i was really happy and excited ( somehow ) ahah. i was like WTF OMG. i didn't study and i can still answer the paper!

MELODY.

i watched THE SWITCH and the movie was all about sperm. lol .
i went to sungai long the next day with gary and i finally know how to play the violin!

2010-10-01T21:12:00.001-07:00

i really hope i was appreciated.

we can try

2010-09-12T18:02:00.000-07:00

i know things aren't quite like what they used to be .
oh and i can't wait long . it hurts too bad .

18th

2010-07-09T10:22:00.000-07:00

it was quite a normal day for me on my 18th . i went to piano/college as usual. and play comp at home . but at least, i had a surprise in the BBQ party . (: and it was nice meeting new people there . (:

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he was sweet right ? YEAH I KNOW ! HAHAH .

thanks everyone for the night .

and thanks everyone for all the wishes ! (:

happy birthday mom , dad

2010-07-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

it was my mom's birthday yesterday . me and my bro planned to surprise her . after drama, i called my brother up . and we went to get the cake and went to put it in my uncle's place . ha and we woke our dear cousin up . and she made a card for my mom ! (: so sweeeet of herr .

my cousin's just wake up face . haha

greentea from RT pastry .
the lady ruined the cake :(

sang birthday songs . and thank you to my uncle for helping me up with my new netbook . (: and thanks for all the trouble . hahah we went home around 9 . my pet sister and aunty florence bought us cake too ! hah its abit too much for us . so i drove to aunty florence house to deliver few slices of cake .

cake from my pet sister (:
don't you agree? RT pastry have nice and yummy cake . they look great .

sceret recipe cake from Aunty Florence.

and i just wished my dad happy birthday hours ago . and he said , he'll celebrate with us again when we go out . hopefully NO MORE CAKES hahahaha .

OH AND I HAVE MY NEW BABY . haha on my moms birthday . haha .

it looks like a typical BLACK HP netbook anyway . (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, DAD . (:

one Night

2010-06-30T10:47:00.000-07:00

i think the amount of my pain receptors has increase. since i'm feeling more pain lately. things seems to be alright, to you. but it wasn't. how i wish you could eventually know how i feel. at least realize what i've been going through. i did alot for you. eventho you kept saying that you've given me alot. honestly, i can't feel it. i'm really sorry. but sometimes i still wonder, am i just someone that seems alot to you, but i'm actually nothing? I almost cried this afternoon, i teared actually, if u didn't notice. And now, sigh. things that i do, you just don't seem to know.

Oh well, and this might be funny. because if u happen to read this, i think you don't even know that this is actually for you.

oh well.

2010-06-30T05:38:00.000-07:00

i am done with my midterm . it was FREAKING HARD . it was more like finals anyway . i think i'm gonna be very disappointed with i get my result . even if i'm free now . i have too many things to do . and i don't know where to start .

1. informative speech
2. persuasive speech ( i haven't started at all )
3. psychology presentation with alicia
4. quiz for public speaking
5. quiz for psychology. * which actually kills
6. AND start studying for finals !

other than that.

1. practice practice practice
2. clean my room (which gonna take me at least 1 day)

and ohhey Hewson ! (:

2010-06-13T04:09:00.000-07:00

i don't care anymore . and you'll know what i'll do when i don't care about anything .

hello public speaking and psychology

2010-06-01T07:41:00.000-07:00

i just got back from retreat camp last sunday . fun and knowledgeable is the words to be described . i learned alot more about life . thanks Chia Wei for organizing this differently (: i now know how to live my life . trying to practice it at least ? we had fun, we were hyper and we were emotional . haha i will remember what i've learned . definitely . (:

do check out Beat Groovers inc. on facebook ! the dance crew that i danced with lately . i've learned alot of steps . and had alot of fun with them .

baking (:

2010-05-27T09:57:00.000-07:00

i finished my sem last friday . sat for my finals for basic composition . well , it was alright overall . hope i can get an A . or at least a pass . since pass is at least a 70%.
went for dance class after the paper . ended at 2pm and tiff was waiting for me at home to bake .

i'm sorry i was late . and yeah we baked . i was sorta my first time baking . the main reason is because i wanted to bake for jeremy . ha but at least we had fun , right right tiff ? and it was delicious . ahhah

before

during

after . (:

went to take my stuffs since i'm staying over . and had dinner at her place . thanks aunty julia for those delicious dishes . (:

rice added with some japanese thing . hah

all of us . without eechin

ee chin (:

we played uno attack after dinner . i was happy that my uno attack is still working after years for not touching it . hope we could hangout soon again :( like mayb a trip . or just staying over like that . (: i love all of them ! (: (:

i woke up around 6am + the next morning . since eechin left early since she is leaving to malacca . i went home around 7am . slept thru the whole morning when i got home . i was really tired .
jeremy woke me up around 1130 and asked me to join him and his cousin for lunch.
picked me up around 12+ and we went kfc . since michelle wanted to have that .

jeremy fetched me back home and we went to the curve around 3pm . on that friday night . tiff was actually suggesting to go to genting . hah . but eventually we didnt change our plan . so it was just me, tiff, rach, jyun, lichin, joseph, jeremy , jeremy's cousin with her friend . we wanted to go to see whats there in the flea market . since they have it every weekends . but basically we just went window shopping and dinner .

we had our dinner at The apartment . it took some time for the waiter to find out seats . since we have quite alot of people . and he brought us to the bathroom since their restaurant is based on the apartment . ahah

rach and lichin . saw those paips? toilet rolls ?

wee .

joseph . (:

love.

since i wanted michelle in the picture . jeremy took this =.=

these are some of food . (:

i ate baked fish for dinner . the drinks there were really expensive . a glass of coke cost more than 8 bucks .

busy , and great day . (:

futsal

2010-05-19T23:41:00.000-07:00

this is late. but i really enjoyed playing futsal last thursday. it was supposed to be like a junior - senior friendly match . but the team was imbalanced . so we just picked our team . (: i am proud to say that i scored th first goal tho ! HAHAHA .
i sucked badly but i had fun fooling around lol .

all of us . but only few of us played.

i've been playing alot of basketball . hope to lose some weight as i think my robie is growing bigger . LOL
i'm stressing alot whenever my piano class is coming . :( i need to practice real hard . trinity exam byk hard .

today was the last lesson i had with my english lecturer ms parimala. and finals is tmr ! hope i can score 28 out of 30 for my essay . the rest just let me score full kay . (:
i want an A. ACE i mean . not just a pass . i wanna get at least 95% !!!! LOL mayb too high . ok at least give me 90% an A will do . and i'll love the world (:

Ee Wei's 21st

2010-05-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

the birthday cake (:

went to ioi mall to shop for Ee Wei's present with my mom .
and of course , since it have been kinda long since i go shopping with my mom . i shopped for myself too . haha . well, went around noon since my mom had her car serviced . came back around 5 and went there around 6.30 . Kimberly picked us up around 6.30pm . and we were the first few to arrive .

the indian chinese settings .

a part of the food .

benji (:

it's more like a hanging out session . or you can call if a gathering for all of us . i have no doubt that everyone enjoyed ourself (:

Evelyn's 18th

2010-05-10T03:28:00.000-07:00

i finally completed my final draft ! but now i have to deal with my presentation on thursday . :( SIGH .

well we had a surprise for Evelyn. since her birthday is this coming thursday . (:
and she was so blur and she didn't realize and asked " who's birthday is it ? " hah .
it's funny in a way .

the birthday girl

hope you were happy today . (: thanks for being the supportive one in the class .
and i wish you an early happy birthday .
may you be well and happy always . (:

Mother's Day

2010-05-10T03:01:00.001-07:00

i slept around 4am on the saturday . so i woke up really late the next day .
i told my mom that i'm paying for lunch today . and she was like " i ate already ~ " :(
well i can't do anything since my mom is such a small eater .

lunch at sceret recipe .

my mom . (:

my cordon bleu .

i don't know how to pay for her since she didn't eat anything . all she ordered was just a mushroom soup and a orange apricot . and i'm the one eating . after lunch, went to buy mother's day cake with my god sister . (: and we got a pandan cake from RT pastry .
dinner in puchong . with my aunts and my cousin .

we're so sweet right :P

this is what is famous there . ha the paper wrapped chicken .

chit chatted while waiting for food with the cousin . and surprisingly it was just 6 girls in my table. hah and sorry i didn't really take pictures . mayb next time ? (:

Simone (:

2010-05-08T20:41:00.000-07:00

random but i like ! (: hahah
friday night around 9 .
it was pretty random and i just asked my mom .
"mom let's go for lok lok . "
she was like " sure i'll go get the keys . " and i didn't know my mom will agree straight . hahah
but unfortunately it didnt open . :( so we and my mom decided to go to secret recipe for supper . but there was alot of people and it's too feeling for a supper . so ! at the end we went for yong tau fu . haha . first time , for supper .

actually on saturday , me kwan yong justin wanted to go for japanese buffet . late treat for the birthday boy justin , but justin went Penang . so i didn't have plans on the morning/afternoon.
i spent an afternoon in simone's. was really happy to see her . we haven't met each other for REALLY long . and i had a terrible ulcer. :(

simone !

my sister !

well, she's my pet sister . we talked about alot of random things . and i promised her to bring her to the space today . =.= yeah like it's gonna happen . hah . oh well , i called mom to buy me mcd's nuggets . haven't been eating nuggets after so long .

met up with regina in the ktm station . and we went to klang sama sama . Kuan Wei picked us up from the klang station (: and veky in the car . making alot of noise . all of us kinda drove kuan wei's manual car . except for reg , she's still young . (: and we went to Wai Yee's place . (:

ophelia, niro, me and reg .

reg, me and kuan wei in wai yee's

we went to Klang aeron for dinner . dinner at pasta mania . Chia wei haven't eaten there , not even once . and we wanted to watch a late movie . but the earliest one available was only on 1155pm . so we didn't get to watch .
ChiaWei fetched me and reg back to Subang . and we went to snow flakes ss15 before going home . there's only me , ophelia , chia wei and reg . it was quite a great time eventho people were quite dead and sleepy . haha . reached home around 1am tho . (: and ,

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY mom ! iLy

RedBox

2010-05-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

went to redbox with tiff rach and kok fei . (: took alot of pictures. so just let the pics talk

Lunch at BBQ plaza.

kok fei was high .

rach too ! ahah

love you guys (:

check out my facebook for more pictures . (: am too lazy to upload .

Day with Alireza and Iskender

2010-05-03T02:12:00.000-07:00

went to college like just any other day . mom actually asked me to wake up early so we can go for breakfast in mcd before college . but i was too lazy and sleepy . :(
college was normal . and teacher gave out our mid term result . me and melody was freaking out seriously . but we did fine . went pyramid .

tiff said iskender was like " WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU ? " haha . they arrived there early .

we took cab to pyramid and we went for lunch (:

Rachel

Alireza .
Lunch in Nando's. (:

meet iskender .(:

we were walking around and decided to go for bowling . haha .

Loser , Fucker , Sucker . LOL

Jeremy trying to post . :P

the "sweet" Rach and Alireza . jealous hahah

went for pool after bowling . i had a great time .(: more pics on DSLR .
thanks for today,

the best friends .

boyf , iskender and alireza . (:

pan mee !

2010-05-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

woke up early this morning . and i was really lazy . i was practically online with my phone for more than a hour on my bed .
my dad called me for breakfast . and did some house work after that . * i'm such a good child .
went lunch with Jeremy HAHAHA . (his family members call him jeremy anyways) i was the only one eating . he had his lunch before meeting up with me . we went to jojo kitchen's

his driving is safe . but it's too fast for me , sometimes . haha

hot and spicy pan mee !

fried dumpling

LOL

i take alot of pictures lately . madness =.=

us (:

i look retarded . hehehehe

he thought me how to play pool . and we went back after that . had great times (:

and jeremy if you see this .
you better go to check your eyes ! :(

Iron Man 2

2010-04-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

went to one utama with David and his friend . we wanted to go to Tropicana City actually . but his friend hasn't been to 1U . so yeah . we showed him how 1u is like . haha . it was quite a bad traffic when we went there . we arrived there around 245pm . and it was a hard time looking for parking . we went straight to GSC cinemas for ironman's ticket . 30 minutes long queue !
me and David were actually very hungry . ha we went to some Penang restaurant for late lunch .

i fell asleep in the beginning ! seriously . but it was a good movie .
rushed back and caught in the jam again .

ShinL was waiting in my house as we're supposed to go for dinner . wanted to ask my bro to drop us to Parade, Nando's but he was rushing .
eventually . we went to Siorpino Pizza's for dinner with my mom . (:

Pizza with chicken slice on top :D

baked BBQ chicken wings .

Baked lasagna :D

dinner was yummy but it was too much for just three of us , shinling my mom and I .
sent shinL to the ktm . hope she had a great time in subang . :D
she's going back to serve the country this sunday .
gonna miss her :(
and hope she enjoy in NS !

Genting trip

2010-04-23T04:35:00.000-07:00

i'm starting to write the title for every post . after 200 posts . haha .

anyways . 17-18th camp , and yet i still went to genting on the 19th . it was actually my first time to genting .
but it sucks tht i had to go college early in the morning . when i entered the class . everyone gave me a blur look . esp YeeSan , she was like " why are you here ? thought you going genting ? " ha , i'm going only after college . rushing back straight .
as planned , i met up with ming hong in summit and kok fei came and pick us up . thanks to him anyway! (:

went to the ktm and we waited for 45 minutes for the train ! thank god it didn't delay if not we'll miss the bus at 2pm . met Joanne in the train . it has been a long time since i talked to her tho . met all of them near the bus since it's just 10 minutes before our bus .

me , chingpei, carman, wilson, fui and minghong in the bus . played my phone game awhile with the music on and reached genting after an hour . i didn't know it was that fast . it was quite crowed at the cable car station tho .

i went for snow world , theme pack . rock climbing, bowling and many more . but it was quite a bad weather . we didn't get to go for the theme park . :( but it was a great time overall .

and that was 5% of my genting trip . go to my facebook and check out the pictures . (:

Earth Day Camp

2010-04-23T00:38:00.000-07:00

should i take photography or movie for the next semester ?

anyways , went for my first camp of college last weekend . 17th and 18th .
went there around 8 in the morning . i only packed on that morning itself . ha . started the journey around 9am . seeing all the seniors with small bag . i thought " WA why is all the seniors having small bags and ask us to bring so many things ? they bully us ? " ha . i wasn't serious about that . but it was actually an inside joke .

waiting in the lobby .

in the bus.
Aaron took our seat .

March intake girls . from left Kayley, Melody, Me, Evelyn and Rekha .

it was a very happening bus i can say . nobody sat thru the journey . everyone was walking around the bus . eating bananas, playing cards and yada yada . more over when we were about to reach , there's some election going on . very heavy traffic and we were stuck in the jam for more thn an hour . people in the bus had fun waving to the people outside . haha .

Martin and I . applying sunblock.

on the way in .

waiting for instuctions .

setting up tents .

on the way to the water fall .

games at the waterfall .

group picture .

we reached the waterfall after 30-45 minutes . it was very tiring . we need to pass thru the river around 5 or 6 times . Melody's slipper flow with the river when we were crossing the river . it was really very slippery on the rock . oh well , she was bare footed throughout the last kilometers . everyone was playing with the water . jumping down from the top . since it was very cold . just to play save . me, yaalini and melody sat down and enjoy looking at them .

spot us ?

dinner time !
we had fish balls, sausages, mash mellows , chicken wing for BBQ !

Aaron !
its just for photography purposes .

everyone gather and we sang a birthday song for rachel .
played some games before sleeping .

friends ! (:

melody (:

me and melody chit chatted til late at night . and we woke up quite early because we realize our tent was leaking . everyone was complaining about their tents . it was raining . that's why .

morning .

we hang around on the river before going back .

last group picture .

everyone was sleeping on the way back . too tired for anything . and we went to summit for lunch when we arrived .
it was a good time hanging out with college people . can know the seniors more and get closer to each other .
this was my first time trekking (other than NS), it was a good experience . (:

hello

2010-04-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO !
went back to kuala pilah last weekend for chengbeng .
went to the airport to pick up my aunt and family from singapore . me and my mom waited 5 freaking hours for the delayed flight ! Air Asia ahh . ate the rm9.90 nasi lemak and the rm11.50 ipoh hofun in the airport . so not worth it . :(

bathed and went out for dinner . (:
and luckily my mom brought her laptop there . so i can online . ha . 7 of my cousins were there , and the eldest is 12 years old . =/ i was like some mum taking care of little kids all the while.

online with my mom's mini lappy . lol

after cheng beng , we went to the place my mom and my aunts used to live . they lived in a medicine shop . it is very famous in the area . everyone knows my mom and aunts with the name " kwong ban san's daughthers ''
i can say my mom was from a rich family . they own a medicine shop , jewelry shop and a lot more .

i took a little bit of the 3rd floor . my aunt said it used to be a storeroom .
but i guess nobody use it anymore .

this is the only way to go up there .
and my aunt says , you wouldn't wanna come down after you got up .

the stairs . thats my cousins jia yi and zhen

many big pieces of metal
it is used to dry the medicines . and you definitely need to have a footwear on . esp during sunny days

this was taken from the 2nd floor .
used to transport stocks during busy times . and there's a bell down there

it's quite a big place . but it is very messy . my mom said it wasn't well maintain after my greatgrandmother shifted to the banglow .

the banglow . ha .

i spend most of my time here .

only my grandaunt live in this big banglo after my greatgrandma passed away last 2 years . there are 8 rooms in this banglow and my grandaunt is only using A room downstairs . my aunt used to be an english teacher in some girl school in seremban . now she's retired and she's a piano teacher now .

she used to give bad comments about my piano last few years . often complain to my mom that i need more practice . but i guess i've improve and she even asked me to play for my fellow cousins . and encourage them to learn the piano as well .

we went back after lunch in some famous rojak stall .
my mom sent my singapore aunt to the airport with her 3 girls , my uncle with the maid .

reached home around 5 something and went to buy a cake for my grandma's birthday that night .

my mom bought this .

my aunt's

grandma (:

cousins and grandparents . (:

candle . my mom said do not blow the candles off , and your wishes will come through .

ailin .

that day was the day i dad found out about my new phone . i always hide from him cause i know he'll definitely make noise since just changed my phone not long . but he didn't say anything and he was comparing mine with his .

i had a hectic day . but i had fun . (:

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2010-04-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for what i've done . everything that i've said to you might hurt alot . but it's what i've been feeling for long .
although things are better now . but i think the wound can't be easily mend .
at least we had a better understanding . we are happier now . (: just a post for an apology .
i love you .

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2010-04-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

live in college was really good with great people around .

more effective learning skills ? hahah

break time .

the girls .

lunch .

melody and kenneth !

meet Melody Kwa .

if you see her , you will see me . (:

there are more pictures on facebook . i'm lazy quite to upload pictures to my blog already since there are all in facebook . (:

2010-04-03T08:45:00.000-07:00

my body is aching already ! went badminton ytd evening and basketball this morning . been long time since i touch the ball . i had fun . but it was quite tiring . been running alot . hahaha . and i can't play like before .

went to summit , we went for pool before movie .
Jez beat us just on his finger tips . one thing i can say about him . he's really good in pool (:

we were a team . tiffany . (:

jez <3

no current at home today ! and i don't know how long it took . i didnt have a nice nap :(
before dinner , i was feeling abit random and i made some mocktail for my family members . LOL . my dad liked it but my bro said it didnt taste nice . it wasn't well balanced . and i still prefer the one that i made in Morib . :(
and and and . i bought my phone !!!

tell me it's nice ! (:

all pictures above taken using my old phone . hope my new phone have a better camera .

2010-04-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

i slept quite alot last night . hmm . i slept since 5 and woke up around 8pm . and i slept around 1am . which is very early for me already .
oh i woke up early and i got myself prepared . since i just reformat my phone and i'm using my old phone's memory card . i lay down and check what i had inside there before . haha .
dely daly till around 1030 . i was reluctant to come down until rach texted me that JH is picking me up soon .
it's good to see them (: been long time since i met JongHerng and DavidWong . along with rach . we went for dimsum .
been chit chatting about the happening stuffs lately . all of them got Nasional Service and they differ it . haa .

Kok Fei came over to my place with his 2k guitar . he wanted to play the piano and teach me guitar . ahhh . i skipped lunch . and both of us kinda ate alot of junks . cheese cake, chocolates etc . ha

Looi's guitar . i wasn't just posing okay !

me playing the piano . still very bad . :(

Kok Fei (:

i was planning to continue my piano lessons on May . i need to brush up alot before i start my lessons . i need to revise alot about harmony . i forgot almost everything about that . i can't compose anymore . LOL not even basic . i'm that bad after a year without classes .

went badminton with kenneth , martin and quiinyi . i had a great time playing with them .

we went to the strawberry's for dinner and my cabonara only came around 10pm . really late dinner . oh well .

April Fool

2010-04-01T00:52:00.000-07:00

April Fool !

the first ever prank . but my BELOVED brother . he knock the door when i was happily talking on phone . he said .
eh what you doing .
on the phone , why .
(he seems serious) er , people break in our house .
huh ? for real . AGAIN ? *screams*
APRIL FOOL ! and i ran after him .

my parents were panic and came out . they seem quite annoyed . haha . i'm sorry .
i always have big reaction for everything . and i guess that scares alot of people .but i was seriously scared and i couldn't walk properly . and my heart was beating way too fast . AND i kept looking out of the window until i'm able to settle down . LOL

when i was in NS , it really happened when i was away . thats why i'm afraid that it's gonna happen again . my mom told me about the incident when i was in NS and i was very worried about my home . YET my bro prank me on this . DAMN . i didn't feel like this was a prank at all . i was afraid . like seriously .

anyways , went college as usual today . english class . went for some workshop at college yesterday . do you know that you can actually count 1-99 with you fingers ? ah it works . and if you're really familiar with it , you can definitely count faster than a calculator .

kenneth's group with group 3 .

they were punished , willingly

called my mom to pick me up from college .

went to the bank and dinner . (: i bought my phone !!!!!!

leonie learns to rock . HAHAH

2010-04-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

2 days ago i treat my mom lunch at La Cocina restaurant . yeah it was random . i was like " let my pay for lunch today. " she was kinda shocked . hah . well ,

one thing i like about this restaurant . they serve you well . and the bill wasnt as expensive as i thought . hahah . ( i ain't rich)

before they serve you, they'll be like . "Ms , the drinks are ready . Enjoy " and yada yada .

and i really like their soup !

The Cheesy Potato and Leek soup . delicious (:

my mom . (: while waiting for food .

La Cocina restaurant .

hope my mom was happy . (:

2010-03-30T08:59:00.001-07:00

it's the first time i blog in my room .
and to you , i really don't know what can i tell you . you told me alot of things that i expected to hear . but it sounded fake at a point .
it just reminds me of a poem that i wrote for you last year .

When we broke up
You said you'd always love me
It's always the answer i hated .
As a friend

Always, you said we'd be friends soon
But soon, i realize you wanted nothing of me
Then i understood thats how it ends .

You said, " I feel awkward talking to you"
I guess it's always easier to lie
You finally told me that it hurts
I'll say the sorry for forcing you .

I guess it doesn't matter why we failed
Or why i love you after what you've done
I guess i have no choice but to accept my fate .

I could dream, i suppose
Forever, i could hope
There will not be any 'us', thats our destiny
So i wake up to reality .

I lied when i said i didn't love you
I lied
not because i wanted to
but because i love you
and i still do .

Maybe i've spent the last four years barking on the wrong tree
Maybe i've dreaming whats not meant to be
But i won't take you back
I already gave you everything, and i do not regret .

this is what i wrote for you a year ago . you said we'd be friends . we always acted like we were friends . but i don't think it feels we really are .
but i don't think thats gonna happen . you understood me the most . and i think you still understand me . and you know why is it so . not just me . it's both of us .
but whatever or how long it takes . i'll try . i'll try to make this happen .
and not to worry . you know i'm over you . just , it might take more time to be like REAL normal friends . i doubt you'll read my blog . but this is for you .

.

2010-03-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

this was taken when we were on the way to Morib . we were eating cadbury chocolates . some snacks before we start our trip . ha

i'm so gonna miss you Angeline . :(

she's leaving on the 31st . leaving to singapore to continue her studies .

went to the beach with Angie Koon Xfong and Eugene . we were quite lost when we arrived . ah we did't see any sands there . HAH . we wanted to make some sand castle .

these are some pictures . hah . oh we took alot of pictures . played with bubbles and kites . we definitely had fun . i made mocktail and i'm glad all of them liked it . (: we reach home around 9 . but it was quite a disappointment to see most of the lights are still on during earth hour . ah .

.

2010-03-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

oh hi after a long time .
i thought i would be blogging on the first day of my college . as i have promised my dear kawan hewson . hahah . but after all sort of feelings i have today .
i really feel like blogging now .

after so long . what am i doing now ?
i went for orientation last 26th and i'm starting my first class on the 29th . i'm doing ADP in HR management and psychology . anyways , for the first sem . my class would be only on mondays and thursday . how relaxing . (:

i went to the beach with few friends today . i shall post it tmr . along with the pictures .

i'm proud that i was in the band .
i saw sher hann's video . and i drop by her profile to see band photos . i regret for not staying in the band during the last year of high school . i couldnt believe that i actually quit . and i didn't try handling the pressure . being in a part of the band was the best thing that happened to me in high school . from the day i first play the flute . i already know that i'll stay in band till i leave the school . i'll grow with the band . but yeah . it didn't went like how i planned . i miss all of them there . and i'm stopping here .

oh ya , good luck yuan ping for her iu tmr . (:

2010-03-13T06:42:00.001-08:00

i'm gonna start blogging back .
feeling so random .
why am i missing everything that happened long time ago . i miss alot of things .
went to mid valley today with my darlings . i'm glad they accompanied me . (:
thanks to the beloved for sending me there . (:

2010-02-18T01:14:00.001-08:00

i'm here to save my very dead blog .
i'm still alive after 1 month + in PLKN . nasional service .
i have lots to say . but when i started to blog today , i'm speechless . somehow after knowing something that i have doubts in , i cant say anything .

i'm going back tmr already .
i had great time with my friends when i'm here .
mayb it's a blessing that i went for NS tho . hahah . but to all my friends , i definitely miss all of you .

and you .
eventho it has been long , but i miss you , still .

2009-12-25T06:31:00.001-08:00

i'm basically counting the last ten days i would be spending here before NS .
i'll start from the 24th.
i went over to tucklong's house and jessy's place to bathe. LOL . just because i wanted more room for that.
staying over in tuck long's place, i had fun. but there's one thing about it . everyone who were there slept at 6am . or mayb 90%. but i'm sure its worth while not sleeping and create these memories. I REALLY HAD fun.
Christmas Day.
after 1 or 2 hour of sleep. me ShinL and Jessy went back to Jessy's place to bathe and went to Bkt Raja Aeon for KFC. really had a nice chat with both of them. i'm saying this from my heart. as i didnt have much chances to talk to them face to face.
after lunch in some chicken rice shop, 16 of us went Bkt Raja for Sherlock Holmes. 11 of us actually fell asleep. out of the 5 surviving ones, 3 of them were falling asleep and 2 of them were alright . poor thing. we were seriously sleepy.

2009-11-25T22:17:00.000-08:00

i'm officially missing you . (:

2009-11-21T21:04:00.001-08:00

did i mention tht i stayed over at Sunway hotel last week ?
i thought i could lock myself in the room alone and study whole day . but it didnt work out .
i went there on the 12th around midnight . i practically did nothing but staring at the television . i slept in the middle of the night for both 2 days .
one thing good about living there is i can go to pyramid whenever i feel like it . hahaha .

BUT
its been unusual for me as i start sleeping early lately .
mayb i've been using my brains alot lately . haha .
spm is getting boring . sitting by a leaking aircond . or the fan that creates noise .

done with the first 4 paper . 7 left . i hope to get my self prepared by START studying . but it didn't work out most of the time . oh well . wish me luck . (:

thanks niro for the doo doo doll . (: hah i was seriously surprised when i saw some packet on the table with my name return on it . hah . seriously it looks like a bomb . i thought someone was gonna prank me . *thinking too much*
i have no idea who gave tht to me . i woke my bro up just to ask him . hahaha

is anyone going Taylor's bazaar ? i was sleeping soundly but jessy's sms woke me up .
are you at home at 3 ? i come your place .
it was after my est paper . and i thought i could get some sleep .
she came over just to sell her fridge magnet . it's 100% for charity . (:
if you're interested , you can just go somewhere near their ss15 brunch . ( mcd , starbucks ) there're people selling em . even at night .

i spent my saturday in summit with yy. met guansheng there (:
my life is turning more lifeless lately . thanks to asspee'em.

2009-11-08T22:08:00.000-08:00

Angie came over to my place ytd . we were supposed to study . but yeah you guessed it all right . we only studied like less thn 10 minutes (:
we were having some conversation about bloggers who changed alot compared to the first post they posted . for example . ppl might went like " i'm very happie lorhx todae . " and became like " i'm very happy today . " the way people blog just somehow changed after years .
and i was curious about how much have i changed after years .
i had another blog KianHui made for me , but i deleted it . this blog was made around last year , so it didn't show much difference.

the very first post of mine was about how i get the idea of blogging back . it was actually bacause i was too tired practising for my performance for the next day . and my blog title used to be Life Being with a Rockstar . IF i'm not mistaken . as my ex boyf thought about this . right after few blog post , we broke up and i've changed my blog title .
i remembered i used to have alot of post about how i moved on from the previous relationship . it was rather saddening i can say . but it was all gone when i was once in Emily's house . she deleted it as she thought it was not worth it for a girl being like tht for a guy . aha . i totally agree now .

reading back , i realized that i have awesome friends that helped me thru .
JeYue - he was the first person who brought me out on that night it happened .
alot of people supported me esp my interact bod . i think i could write up to 100 names for that as people really cared . i remember talking to Sean and Yuan Ping for hours when they were in Ipoh . talked to KaiLoong as he called me all the way for Austrialia . Was on phone with Rach Priya until 3am . Talked to Sharm an hour or more when she was shopping in pyramid . from Rach my best friend she msged me every single day to check on me , Carmen who came over my place more thn anyone else just to make sure i'm alright . ZenWei , the one whom always act like my big brother . there's too many , seriously . don't get offended if i didn't mention your name . enough said , because all my friends are awesome (:
not forgetting ShinD , the one whom i talked to during camp preparation . we talked for more thn 4/5 hours . and we could continue more IF we skip the dance practice , or was it dinner . i don't remember . i even got a song dedication from her . argh , i really have awesome friends around .
i went out almost every single day as it was holidays already . and most of the days with different people .
some friends who i used to be really closed with just lost touch just like that . there're plenty of things i wanted to do to get back the friendship i used to have with certain people . somehow things just didn't went well . but i'll try harder after my exams .

ohmygoodness . its getting more emotional . as its raining outside now , and my player is playing intensity in ten cities . ( and you can say that ' oh i'm just feeling sorry for myself ' ) wth . emo emo .

i remember having MOS atmosphere in Redbox . went to timesquare on John's day . as he threw out after several rides . went to Singapore without my parents . made christmas present for my friends for the very first time . went out so last minute-ly late at night. made the hardest dicision to quit band . let go the chance of going to Austria for my piano master course .

i shall continue some other times before i spread my emo-ness around . hahah . and not forgetting spm in a week !

2009-10-31T21:54:00.000-07:00

i miss you already .
sleeping at 5am is not a good idea .
i'll just spend all my time thinking about you today .

2009-10-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

GREAT lah . everyone is at prom and i'm all alone at home . parents have dinner and my bro is out with his friends .
i have a feeling that its great . and of course . his performance will be the BEST . ahaa .
ARGHH ALONE .
at least i have the guitar with me and trust me , it never fail you whenever you wants to feel better . (:
i don't know what to do but just typing without thinking here . lol ..

2009-10-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

i went for a hair cut ytd . it was the first time i cut my hair alone . Jezri came over to keep me accompanied . and
I WASTED MY 25 BUCKS ON THE HAIR CUT .
IT DIDN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE ! =/ sigh .

2009-10-13T20:15:00.001-07:00

went to pyramid with the darls (: been long time since we go for shopping . hah .
we went for sushi king . there's some sushi fair which is only 2 bucks per plate . but we got quite frustrated as we sat on the first table . the belt have nothing that we want =/ but we order what we wanted at the 2 bucks rate . lol

Carmen and I while waiting for others trying out the footwear .

us . (:

Rach .

i gave Tiff my la senza plaster to cover her blister . it cost RM5 for 3 plaster . AND she said tht the plaster isnt sticky enough . tht isnt a good plaster tho . hah dont buy . i think those cheaper would be btter . (:

went to Tiff's house around 3 . chit chatted . and trying out the clothes we bought . (:
Anthony came to pick me up for some presentation thing around 4 . I WANT MONEY ! oh well .
i came back around 630 .
always wanted to study . but it never happened =/
pray for me . lol

2009-10-13T19:47:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday . went for my aunt's birthday celebration in Dynasty Dragon Restaurant .
my pet sister drove me and my bro there . they have wedding function there too . (:

the first dish

SharkFin Soup

Chicken

one of my favorite . fried sotong . served before we go home . (:

my pet sister and I

Cousins with mom .

Cousins .

Uncle singing . (:

yeah we have karaoke session for 3 hours . but it wasnt enough . every single one of us had to sing a song for my aunt tho .

my mom and I . (:

2009-10-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jessy !!! (: (:

went for basketball session with Raymond Shiva KoukWei JienHooi and Shiva's friend . ha .
after 10 minutes in the court . i fell down . twisted my ankle with one turn on the floor . thanks to Shiva. . ahh . knowing that i have party to attend tonight . =/ oh well .
it wasn't that bad as i still can play this morning . but after playing . it starting to ache everytime i take step . lol .
i have been massaging my feet hoping that it can recover by tonight . so i can wear heels and walk like normal people . failed but its getting better from day to day . tho it still hurts abit now . haha .
RachKu picked me up around 645 . and i only started to dress up around 630 . ha thts fast i know . i had to wait for Darren to pass me something . lol i complaint all i wanted to in the car . ahah . we reach the Royal Klang Club around 730 due to the bad traffic .
first stop was to the ladies but NOT wishing Jessy with a hug . aha .

Jessy was really pretty that night . (: i can't imagine how she'll look like for her wedding . WOW . ha .

First picture taken .

Niro RachKu

ShinL

Me

LWP .

he appeared when i was eating . he ask me to take a shot before i become fatter after i eat . wth so mean . =/

NIRO !

HueyYing looking very happy . ahh

Jac'k .
been long time since i see him . i took more thn 20 pictures with him . LOL

Vendrick .

Rach .

the Daddy . WeiHan

TuckLong

Wai Yee

Justin . (:

Mandy

Vin !

The last song . (:

went home at 12 sharp . (:
thanks for the night Jessy . hope you had a blessed 21st birthday . we always love you . (:

2009-10-08T20:12:00.001-07:00

been long time since i REALLY update my blog . ahh .

i went to ipoh last friday . grandma's birthday . she has a cat at home . clean white cat . but i still hate it . LOL . i still remember my uncle texted my aunt . i replied him on behalf of my aunt .
are you all still using mooncake as a birthday cake ?
NO LAH . we bought cheese cake already .
remember to da pao some food back to subang for me .
ohh . we have Gstout , red wine , white wine , groundnuts , mango , banana , rambutan , 8 durians , papaya , passion fruit etc . (the house gave me the idea to reply . LOL )

came back at Sunday morning . and my mom send me to ShinL's house . i stayed over for 2 nights . (:

went to some association for mooncake celebration . bumped into YunnTeng there too ! ah .

ShinL .

Chia Wei called me when we were lining up to get some food . Chia Wei is efficient (: haha . he reach the association in 20 minutes . if it was me , i wil lost my road for sure . we went to Bukit Tinggi Aeon . (:
the main purpose of staying over is because i wanted to learn chinese ! ahha . and i did okay !

i wrote this okay !

i wrote two letters . with the help of ShinL for sure . =/ without her i don't think i can write a sentence LOL . thanks girl (:

ahah . hope ShinL will come over to my place soon . and we'll learn chinese . chit chat and do everything we want ! ahah .

NAH YUANPING . FOR YOU !

2009-09-30T22:45:00.000-07:00

go get a life .

2009-09-02T00:32:00.000-07:00

the best thing that you never had .

Hello how you doing?
What's it like to ruin all my self esteem
Let me blow off some steam
For 5 years I've waited,
So why am I jaded to get back at you
What makes it cool

And it seems like a loss somehow
My heart got lost on the way to my head
And my brain cells are dead
And the craziness shows
Now I start to go when the green turns to red
And I should be dead

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had

Like the toilet seat never got lifted
And I pissed on your confidence
When you weren't around, how can that be?
Don't turn this around
You were the one
Who drove my ass right to the ground.

2009-08-29T20:41:00.000-07:00

went to HanJyun's place to cook burger after basketball .
we girls were really desperate to watch orphan . but since the downloading was very very slow , no dvd , we watched haunting and ghost of girlf's past .
have no idea when is the dvd coming out . =/

blur but i like this picture . <3

and both of them look good together aso . hahahah !

I REALLY REALLY WANNA GO OUT LAHHHH ! =/

2009-08-18T00:19:00.000-07:00

i love the cigarette lighter love song .

2009-08-08T20:30:00.000-07:00

my blog is dead ! (: but i've link people up after so so long . hah sorry =X
i'm all alone at home . and TuckLong's msg woke me up !

ohhh and i just recieved a msg from Andrew saying " Ah, she's so cute -.- Haha "
oh please Ndrew . i have told you so so so many times already ! hahahahaha .

oh well, i just feel like making my dead blog alive again .
trials started on thursday . and my first paper was chinese . i went in 20 minutes late . but i still have time doing it . LOL because i didnt know how to do most of the question . i think i'll be MIA
during SPM . History paper didn't went well , too =X i was kinda satisfied with the 2nd day's paper. Addmaths and EST . there're more to come . i need to study ! been online almost everyday "menjelang trials"

currently addicted to AliceGreenfingers . its a childish game . (: i love those games .
been eating alot lately also . all sort of things . but still craving for BBQ chicken .

went out with Aaron aka Kilroy Vincent Sterling last wednesday . been long time since we met . as he's studying medicine in indonesia . watched The Land of Lost . i think it was not bad overall .

gotta run . i want my game . (:

2009-08-07T09:18:00.001-07:00

happy birthday Sharon .
i love you byk byk !

2009-07-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

what i did this few weeks .

went gym several times .
went swimming with Tiff Rach and Junyi .
skipped sku for more than 3 days in a week .
watched ice age 3 the day i skipped sku .
recieved present from Darren and WeiZhi on the 24th 0.O thanks ehh . (:
celebrated sze yie's birthday in pyramid .
went yamcha , dinner etc etc with J .
went out to study with XingSan . but i landed up sleeping . =/
got addicted to Cute Is What We Aim For's songs . (:
watched harry potter with Jessy and ShinLing beside me .
enjoyed myself in the musical eventho i kept wanting to go out . sorry lah YY .
thts alot more . =P

happy birthday to all the july babies (:

and its OTeckLee's birthday today . happy birthday to you . i will keep my promise . :P

friends . i'm sorry if i haven't been a good friend . but you're not forgotten . (:

2009-07-16T21:24:00.000-07:00

was MIA for retreat camp last weekend . (: it was actually more like a chilling session with all my friends . we spent more time hanging out .
there're only me mybro justin mandy rach tucklong kwanyong ravin niro weihan shinling . chiawei weekiat and waiyee was there for only 1 day . =/
Mandy drove us to there . thank god i'm still alive . :P joking !

Mandy and Rach . on the way there .

played some ball passing game and everyone have to do a 5 minutes presentation in front of everyone . you just have talk NON STOP in front . ahh . did some mathematics with vendrick . and had some discussion about games .

during meeting .

went to pasar malam around 6pm . their night market has alot of nice food . espicially the sausages there . its only RM 2 for one . and thanks to kwan yong for suggesting the spicy sausage . i cried eating that . even the watermelon juice cant help . =/ didnt take any pictures there as it was very very pack . (:

at night , played with clay . yheap . building the "illusion" thing showed by weihan . and played some spelling game with the 3 letters we wrote on the paper . took alot of pictures after tht .

ChiaWei and I

we were actually jumping in the car park taking pictures until the rain starts . had a little birthday celebration with them . ate the cake as supper . and took some light drawing pictures after we bathe . took those pictures until 2am + . was talking to my used-to-be very close friend NG TUCK LONG until 3-4am . until we fell asleep actually . rach complaint tht we were too noisy disturbing her sleep . HAH . sorry . :P

Rach (:

Mandy

Wei Han

TuckLong

Niro .

Me .

Rock Band . me as the vocalist . :P

woke up at 7am and went to taman negara . yeah i only slept around 3 hours . =x anyways, we shoke our asses playing the first game . and played Mandy's version of Ice&Water game . went for a drink there until 11+ went back to KCBA and DID nothing but just singing and lying down . everyone was singing different songs . hah .

the vowels game .

justin lying on tucklong

went for bak kut teh for lunch . and thts all about it . (:

2009-07-09T00:16:00.000-07:00

brother's birthday is tmr . i hearby wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! (:

and i love you . obviously right . (: tho we seldom talk lately . as we're both busy humans . but at least we "kinda" stop arguing . haha . but of course i love to spend more time with you lah .

his friends celebrated his birthday at my place last week . there are more coming up i guess . aha .

better love me back . hope you have fun .

Birthdays .

yeah my whole family's birthday is on July . only within 10 days . (:

gotta run for gym . (:

2009-07-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

woke up at 11 this morning. nothing in my stomach until Carlson called me up for lunch around 1 . they waited for me in the car QUITE long as i was bathing . =.=
was just me edmond and carlson . loitering around cos we didnt know where to have our lunch . hah .
got out to main road and turn one BIG ROUND back to taipan . we went to some new PanMee shop in usj9 . it was nice (: but pity those two tht had lots of spices in thier noodles . spicy spicy ones . :P we went back all the way to ss15 wanted to have our desert after lunch . paid the parking and we noticed that the shop is closed LOL so we decided to have some sundae thru McD drivethru .

hang out with XS pravin and raz after tht . thought they plan to leave me as i took too long . ahh .
went to BBQ chicken and baskin robins in taipan .

the indian who cant really cant spicy .

Pravin and I
we took lots of pictures today ! (:

razlan's . pravin torturing his cat . LOL

went home and went for add maths tuition . =/

2009-07-05T20:24:00.001-07:00

Sunday . Carnival early morning . went on duty from 7am-10am . fried nuggets and helped up in 5E's game stall . thought with the Lame games our class offer, we won't earn much . but it seems tht we got alot of business . cos of the attractive prizes i guess ? i sold half my coupon to jia jiunn . i didnt use much . HAH . went home around 1am as my mom was bugging me . and she sent us all to OneUtama after we all got dressed .
watched transformers . yeah finally . i think i have some sickness tht i i'll fall asleep everytime in the cinema . LOL
went shopping . and finally dinner in Jack's place .

my dinner .

yenyu's he ate the most lah .

yenyu and wai kit .

Leapy

went to Lionel's place around 10pm . along with raymond jienhooi meeling jason shiva and kimberly . watched alot of funny videos of lionel and friends . spent my last few minutes of birthday watching onemissedcall . SCARY . came home around 1am . had a busy busy day (:

2009-07-04T07:41:00.000-07:00

my cake.

meeling and i

idroveagain . hah

LRT .

went to SU's carnival day in the morning along with yuanping XS mee ling and kwn .
landed up hanging out with raymond and gang . with meeling . (: i had fun with those cool ppl tho i can say .
i wasn't feeling well the whole morning . but it was ok after tht .
me XS and meeling . went to amcorp mall's A&W . took LRT to KL sentral . Monorail to Chow Kit . LOL .
they brought me to sceret recipe after tht . thank you you guys . (: i really appreciate it and SHY LAHH . only came back around 730 . and went out for sushi king .

2009-07-02T09:02:00.000-07:00

went to summit for "jamming session" with fahim adam and band . ha . but i besically did nothing there . :P
came back and went to tuition straight . ARGH . as usual . i was really really very sleepy and almost fell sleep .
just when i thought i can get to go back after tuition , my mom brought me to AiVee's house for birthday celebration . i was too tired and i slept there while Aivee was doing her revision . only came back around midnight . :( pictures tmr kay .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DADDY !
YONG CARMEN and GUAN SHENG too !

2009-07-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

i recieved a msg from my add maths teacher, Mr Indran when i was kinda celebrating my mom's birthday .

Yesterday i dreamt that something followed your back from the jungle after NS. Everywhere you go you see this lady in white watching you from a distance!
i hate you lah . once again .
I'll buy you starbucks tonight .
you buy me la . kay . dont make me feel depressed .
Can can. i will pick you up at 11 later .
okay . i want caramel cream chip . (:
Can can . I will give you techniques on how to catch ghost as well.
i dont wanna know lah . i will just hire you to protect me .
Can can. I will be your personal ghost buster! There is something strange, in your ns camp, who do you call ? Mr. Indran!!
i cant use my phone by thn . how to call ?
I will teach you how to bring it in secretly! Don't worry, small matter only . We celebrate your birthday very grandly also, you know, JUST IN CASE
how do you know ? ><>
We are good friends, of course I know everything about you!
lyk wat ? prepare 500 bucks for my shopping alright ?
Can can. I take you to klcc.
for wat ? dont want there . :P
Then we go to summit. We walk together from your house.
summit has nothing oh my . cannot cannot .
This one cannot that one cannot, very fussy la you !
shake head lah . really tak leh .
Shake butt la you! Sunway Pyramid then
okay. deal. dont forget my starbucks.
Can can. when i about to reach your house. I message you. Me still in class.
i cant la . i went out last night . was just joking . i wont mind if you deliver it. thank you . and please teach your student PROPERLY . :P

to be continued . LOL

2009-07-01T02:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM ! and GANJAYHAN . (:

i just came back from bowling . and i have piano class later . :(
NS make me emotional for so long . sighs . i really dont wanna goo lahh .

i texted parents about national service ytd .
mom replied " ask your dad . "
my dad didnt reply and came home 2 hours after that . and said " i recieved your msg, do you wanna go for a medical check up now ? " LOL

Kelvin finally meant his word and be my driver ! (: he picked me and yp up as i needed to go out so badly . went to Agefuku for late dinner . and we went to Bliss 33 after that because me and yp didnt wanna go back home early .

Anthony in Agefuku

Kelvin and Anthony .

the SS king . he pose non stop . saying tht it was candid .

Kelvin .

we were talking about the love experience yada yada . anthony was all the while writing the minutes of it .

lame but funny people . while Kelvin was always interested in flashers .

i had fun going out with them . eventho i was emo about the NS issue . they manged to cheer me up a little . i would prefer to stay longer if it isnt a school day today . (: oh well . big thank you to nelson and sharon too . (:

going to celebrate mom's birthday after piano later . (:

2009-06-30T02:47:00.000-07:00

TT TT TT TT

I DONT WANNA GO NS !

I REALLY DONT WANNA GO .

PEOPLE PLEASE SAFE ME . T.T

best birthday present ? FUCK LAH . I REALLY DONT WANNA GO ! TT

2009-06-29T04:12:00.000-07:00

Isaac Me and Jen

INTERACT INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY !
i want more pictures people .
i love all the helper and bod of 08/09 !
thanks for making this a success
and a big thank you to XS ! the F4 !
gotta run . will update more about it . (: hope all of you enjoyed .

2009-06-26T05:31:00.001-07:00

youu .

how to mend a broken heart ?
when the entire world has fallen apart.
how to find hope in a brand new day?
when the loved one has gone away .

my mind overflows with memories of you,
all tht we have shared
all tht we knew .

i long your touch and your warm embrace ,
the look in your eyes ,
the smile in your face .
my dream are filled with you
i wake and cry for all that i miss .

how do i mend a broken heart ,
when my one true love and I are apart ?
my heart knows to love only you ,
it won't let go , what can i do ?

i loved you and i love you still .

--

2 more days to iu . good luck peeps .

2009-06-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK SEAFIELD SCHOOL BAND .

(: YOU HAVE ALL MY SUPPORT !

2009-06-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

(Athanatos Empeiria)

EVERYONE is invited to join our Greek themed IU . theme this year is Athanatos Empeiria . and it means immortal experience .

Date : 28 June 2009

Time : 12-5pm

Venue: SMK Seafield's school hall .

Attire : Smart Casual .

Price : RM25 . RM30 ( walk in )

you'll have lots of fun . i guarantee . (:

2009-06-20T10:27:00.000-07:00

spent my whole day with the roberts .
and went for campfirenight .
awesome . (:

2009-06-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

The silence keeps it easy
keeps you safe for the moment .
As you're walking away
your foot steps get louder .
All you needed was time
now time will destroy us .

It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together .
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out .

you watch me bleed .

2009-06-17T22:58:00.000-07:00

failed chinese again . =/ LOL
still thinking whether to take chinese btw .

btw i know who you are . and i chose to ignore . soo , whateverrrr . :P

2009-06-14T04:09:00.000-07:00

Ravin and I

i slept at 2.30 waiting for someone and it was quite a dissapointment . oh wells .
and i woke up at 7 as i had to go for in meeting in klang .
went to aeon bukit tinggi . i was really very sleepy . =/

in Pizza Hut's

RachK and Mandy

didnt take picture of the others . haha . supposed to watch 17 again AGAIN . but people were to lazy and busy for that . so mandy and i went to pyramid . (: went to met up with jessy whom is working in Maxis . chit-chating while playing the iphone . haha . but we went for desert after tht . .

Jessy . talking about JayChou

Mandy .

we watched Hanna Montana . suprisingly it wasn't bad at all ! it makes me like her a lil ? it was awesome . i lyk all the songs there . the story line is rather good . oh wells . didnt have time to met up with nelson . and its school tmr . ARGH ! i dont wanna get back my exam papers . =/

my holidays were fine . i wanted more time . i didn't spend much time with yuanping and carmen this holidays . not forgetting yapzenwei and aza with the gang . it's only 2 weeks lah . and i missed the Chan for 1 week =/ i went thailand and penang for 5 days . so pretty much time were gone . web cam-ed with some people also . and i love the companion . (: went crazy over someone actually . but its not the same when i think back every night . i still prefer old times . wells , what about studying ? actually promised XS to start studying the 2nd week . but obviously it didn't work . I REALLY NEED TO STUDY .

oh and this holiday. i spent alot of time with Sharon . well, we always hang out after meetings went to pyramid , summit , and her place . and i enjoyed walking with her around . we talked on phone aso . and she woke me up during my beauty sleep . LOL yeah talking about sleep , i don't really like to sleep lately . it's holidays ! my dad actually ask me to sleep before 12 every night . well . i tried , but i will landed up using the laptop in my room . and i still do wish every night . its still the same old wishes .

and i don't think i will be going to austria .

2009-06-12T22:35:00.000-07:00

tagged by yuan ping .

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite part to get kissed?
it depends actually

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
idk . its another day again ?

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
yuenmin .

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
yes, sometimes .

5. Will you ever donate blood?
idk . mayb ?

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was of the opposite sex?
yheapp .

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
hmm yeah actually .

8. What does your last text message say ?
i forgot . deleted it .

9. What are you thinking about right now?
a guy actually . and alot more lahh . (:

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yheap . and i wanna be out !

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
pretty late . 13oam i guess ?

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
tropicana life, sunway ?

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
yeah .

14. Who was the last person to text you?
keewei .

10 lucky people to do this quiz
you .

feeling emotional . listening to until the last moment by yanni . its awesome . ahah .
and congrats to matt (:
he was lyk "hey ur talkin to the new ambassador of loreal" LOL .
his hairdresser changed his hairstyle . its mohawk now . its soo different lahh . his long hair was perfect on him . i will comment more after i see it tonight . haha .

2009-06-12T21:55:00.000-07:00

i'm happy that we actually talked . (:
well . felt happy but there's something that i have to keep it unsaid . it might ruin the whole thing . and by then we wouldnt be talking anymore . but i did well controling my feelings . and i'm still who i am . just not who i want to be .

went to summit with darren for lunch . was supposed to go to true fitness in the afternoon . LOL but tak jadi lah . but at least i went at night okay . yeah and i ss-ed . wth right . haha

went back around 10pm . mcd after gym . aghh . its too tempting .

2009-06-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

3 more days left and sku reopen ! :(
went for meeting several days . and spent time gaying with SHARON after meetings .
went to sharon's ytd and watched one litre of tears . sharon the emotional one felt embrassed tht she had to cry in front of someone whom has no feeling . she thought i'm the emotional one . and i'll go lyk " yes sharon its super sad . and i'm crying ! " LOL
something new about me, i'm not lyk wat i used to be anymore . somehow, i have became more anti social . more quiet and feelingless . i think ?

i should be studying this week . but its not happening . idk .
went for chemistry tuition last night . everyone was paying attention to teacher . only me and carmen talking in class non stop ? and suprised tht we didnt spend time together during this hols . normally we will hang out alot during hols .

and buddy , there's no reply . :(

2009-06-10T08:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to .
Xia Shuen . 6/6
we're in the basketball team . spent lots of time feeling lost ? hah . the girl whom asked me about mssd badminton . LOL

Calvin Lim . 7/6
Lim Khai Lun . haha . we first met in permata ?

Li Jian . 9/6
IC Seafield a.Treasurer . (: a friend too . he writes . alot . hah

Puteri . 9/6
the princess . a very good friend who's always there for me . missed those heart to heart session we had . she's a strong girl . seriously .

Alvin Aw. 9/6
i'm still keeping the bear tht you gave me 2 years ago . and i still remember the time we spent DOING NOTHING after SDS every sunday . but tht was 2 years ago . :P

Li Chin . 11/6
one of the darlS . and my friend since 7 until now ! all of us really care for you okay . and we've told you so many times . you have the suitable key already . you just need to fix it . (: AND she is going for amali WITHOUT me . loves from me .

ShinD . 11/6
DD ! i still remember you dedicated the song by leona lewis to me .remember how we talked for 4 hours NON STOP ? ahah . and i was seriously touched when you called me during my olahraga . the 30 minutes werent enough for us !

---

me and the birthday girl . (:

went to pyramid to celebrate lichin's bday in advance . (: hope she lyks the presents . went for japanese buffet in shogun . and i wasted my money ! i only ate FEW sushis , the fruit cocktail and cawanmushi . haha . its little . 15 bucks mayb ?

there're snails , too . =.= jo ate all of em .

sushi .

more food and fruit cocktail . only the cocktail is mine . :P

rach and i in the bowling ally .

was supposed to meet up with carmen but she wasnt feeling well . :( so we went to summit for17 AGAIN ! (: its awesome! finally i dont feel sleepy in the cinema . hah . went home quite late . and thanks to Mr anonymous whom made my day .

had a busy day today too . went home around 5pm after everything . and straight to piano around 630 ? thought my piano teacher would kill me for not practising and not doing the harmony . but she accepted my excuses . HAHA . 8 pieces to practise , scales , 2 pages of harmony . i hate doing harmony . i need 30 minutes to complete 10% of the page . and i hate composing . oh well . :(

and and !

my teacher asked me to attend the mastercourse for piano in Austria . i'm excited !

2009-06-08T18:57:00.000-07:00

wei mund and my ugly face .

webcamed with weimund last night. and she took this . i wasnt posing or something okay !

mund ~ proud of me ? i post this up . ahah !

just got back from breakfast with Xingsan and Razi . nice chat we had .

gotta run . going pyramid (:

2009-06-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

Roger Federer and Robin Soderling . (:

FINALLY ! Roger Federer won with 6-1 , 7-6 and 6-4 in the finals . after 3 years ! his baby in his wife stomach whom brought him luck ? he rockS ! and robin soderling is a happy loser . proud of him too . (:

i'm back. from 5 days 4 nights trip in penang and thailand .

it was okay . i spent more time in the hotel than anywhere else . haha .

2009-06-03T21:04:00.000-07:00

lunch in mandy's . and bowling with twin , diane and darren after meeting on tuesday .
the twin misses me . (: alot . HAHA .
went straight to Curve , Ikea and Ikano with the F4. (:
i really love the beds in Ikea . i'm planning to buy one . ah .

Ikea. cafe .

the hot dog is only 2 bucks . and bottomless soft drink for only 1 buck . (:

LOL ?

Wednesday

i PASSED undang ! (: 45/50 *bangga*

lunch in somewhere in taipan . the ice kacang there rocks (: i like the environment there aso . went to kenyoong's house after tht for sketch prac . and played bowling again ! haha .

try comparing mine with XS's .

XS . (:

2009-06-02T20:16:00.000-07:00

sunday , attended the mindmax seminar somewhere in damansara .
it was from the master coach of asia . Bob Proctor .
it can be categorize under interesting IN THE BEGINNING. but not after the break . i was too excited about the steamboat later . so i find him kinda annoying . LOL ?

Rule #1
my result can only grow to the extent that i grow .

Rule #2
There's no such thing as REALITY . ( WOW )

i think it was OK lah overall . i learnt something at least . BUT BUT . i'd prefer if i didnt go . LOL
had steamboat session with the basketball mate . they started at 6pm and i only arrived around 830pm ? haha . everyone finished their meal when i arrived , only WenMin . but luckily ade sharon teman sikit lah . AND CHAN YUAN PING FFK LAH ! i miss her lahh .

went pyramid on monday with the darls and the guys. they came over my place and kept complaining tht they're hungry ? hah . for the first time, there's no food in my house . called the cab over (:

Went to Baskin Robins . A&W . Jusco . for FOOD before movie . ahah .

20 bucks :'(

Heels . (:

Rach and I . there's alot more actually . ahah .

Long lost friend. hsienYoong .

Watched night in the mEsuem 2 . jo's mEsuem . ahah. and i fell asleep again . i should really learn how to sleep early and stop falling asleep in cinemas . it wasnt tht interesting in the middle . but i enjoyed the ending .

Sam's boyf sent us all to steamboat after movie . (: YUENN .

the shy shy koon . lol

the sweet sweet couple (:

YenYu .

people waiting for the chicken wing .

koon and jo .

picture of the day . (:

overjoyed . and i'm sick of steamboat already .

2009-05-30T18:27:00.000-07:00

the pink acoustic .

i REALLY REALLY want this lahhh . matt jokingly said he'll consider buying it for me . LOL oh wells .

vote for him and verify your email . www.uth.com.my/sss/15.html

AND

i'm so sorry NELSON NG MING WEI !
sorry i ffk-ed. i had meeting . and i didnt REALLY promise you tht i'll be going to sku also right ? :P
i'll try to make it the next time when you come to my sku .
you have my support , as always . (:

5/30/2009
lεоиιε lim . Tear-Stained Eyes .
TL-Teck Lee ---- I got alot of feedback and most of it is GREAT ! =] KUDOS !

eh !
how come ur name tag LEONORA
yeah thts my REAL name .
LOL seriously .
ya riteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
NONSENSE !
LOL
LEONIEEEE
read my latest tag . =.=
IMPOSSIBLE
ade webcam ? i show you my name card .
@@ confusing .
EH IMPOSSIBLE . i thought it was LEONIE .
SHOCKED
why ?
its juz .
suddenly.............
you jadi LEONORA .

LOL ? i doubt tht all of you know my real name tho . hah .

2009-05-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER's day .
skipped sku again . heard lots of good comments of the performance . hah .
went sku to hand in my add maths project and went to jin ji's place for piano session .
my friend since form 2 . before he came to seafield . but this is the first day tht we REALLY talk in life .
he's too good as a piano player . and hey . i love jazz too kay . (: love playing the piano with him . (: (:

went straight to tuition after tht . went online there as our dear teacher didnt wanna accept the fact tht Megan Foxx is a guy . is she really a guy ?

i'm still addicted . hah . (:

2009-05-28T18:52:00.000-07:00

last minute thing . went to parade with XS PLAVIN and RAZI on tuesday . i had lots of fun . as usual . me and pravin will be fighting in the car . XS will get annoyed . and razi would be disturbing the fight.

pLavin is the best entertainer ! lol seriously .

went Nando's for lunch . and big apple's donut for desert . =.= FULL !

and i only have pictures of pLavin . LOL

went out with 3 of them again on wednesday . was happy with 3 of them . seriously funny people.

we have our lunch in sushi . (: met up with sharon after tht .

about ytd .went to pyramid with sharon and sim ann . since 11 =.=
yp join us after tht . (: and nice to meet you Sally .

i gotta run . (:

2009-05-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

Tagged by CHINGY !

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: Kelvin .
3. Last text message: Puteri
4. Last song you listened to: All those night - Dear Juliet
5. Last time you cried: saturday i guess ?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yheap
7. Been cheated on: yahh
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: dont know .
9. Lost someone special: yeah .
10. Been depressed: yeah .
11. Been drunk and threw up: nopee (:

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. green
13. red
14. baby blue ?

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yheap . sharon !!
16. Fallen out of love: Yheap
17. Laughed until you cried: yheap . LOL
18. Met someone who changed you: owh i dont know . i guess ??
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah .
20. Found out someone was talking about you: so far , no .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : errr yheap .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: everyone . hah
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 is perfect
24. Do you have any pets: no .
25. Do you want to change your name: no i dont .
26. What did you do for your last birthday: was during retreat camp .
27. What time did you wake up today: 630 ?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching gossip girl .
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: exams to finish . (:
30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : hmm its for you to find out .
32. What are you listening to right now: not listening to any .
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tommy yes . (:
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: being lazy
35. Most visited webpage: facebook,blogs
36. Whats your real name: Leonora Lim Tsu Zhi
37. Nicknames: leonie . lala . leoo .
38. Relationship Status: single (:
39. Zodiac sign: cancer .
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Elementary: subang
42. Middle School?: Seafield ?
43. High school/college?: oh nooo .
44. Hair colour: dark brown and black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 160cm . hah
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yheap .
48. What do you like about yourself?: being able to hide my emotions ? hah . dont know
49. Piercings: 2.
50. Tattoos: nonE. want to have one .
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: nahh .
53. First piercing: 11 i guess ?
54. First best friend: Rachel Tan Yu Xin .
55. First sport you joined: basketball .
56. First vacation: dont remember
58. First pair of trainers: dont remember . ah
59. Eating: what babies first eat ?
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: bathe
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: the holidays ?

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yeah
65. Get Married?: yeah
66. Career?: not sure . (:

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older or the same age
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: both but less sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: i dont know . LOL ?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: never . i dont drink
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont wear contacts or glasses.
79. Sex on first date: NEVER
80. Broken someone's heart: yes and i feel bad about it.
82. Been arrested: no . LOL
83. Turned someone down: yeah
84. Cried when someone died: yesss
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah ?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes ?
87. Miracles: no idea
88. Love at first sight: possible .
89. Heaven: not really .
90. Santa Claus: nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: no not really
92. Angels: noo

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never . oh puhleeze . i'm loyal (:
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah. i sing everyday .
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope . or mayb . yes ?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to those times tht i missed .
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: sports day . but it hurts knowing the truth .
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: now ? sort of.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: LOL ?

People I tag :
Yuan Ping
Synna
TeckLee
YunnTeng
Rachel . the twin . (:

2009-05-25T01:00:00.000-07:00

the hardest thing about heartbreak is feeling that you're alone, and that person doesn't really care. but when you hear a song about it, you realise you're not alone - because the person who wrote it went through the same thing. that's why songs about heartbreak are so relatable. when you miss somebody and you hear a happy song, it just makes you mad . said TAS .

shiva said est paper was hard because have to sleep for so long .
haha . bio and est paper today was ok . as for maths . not-so .

2009-05-24T07:43:00.001-07:00

Mr Indran's car was freaky !
his car starts by itself ! oh without car key . :(
how freaky !

and yeah Leo's service sucks badly , seriously .
humans and i walked all the way there from usj4 . wanted to go there for breakfast .
yeah reached there around 10am . as it says it opens at 10am . but they were still preparing for business .
oh wells . and we only managed to go in there around 1130 .
but patisfrance satisfy me with their galato while waiting. (:

had the patience to wait because we really missed those times we had in leo's last 2 years . and yeah . patience should be a virtue ?
one of the waiter was seriously rude . oh lots more to say . yada yada .
oh thanks phei veon for sending me back home (:

was alone the whole day watching gossip girl . yeah again .
and went for badminton at night . with yp sharon emily and diane .
a&w around 10? late late dinner .

uncle picked me up around 1130pm to his place . slpt over .
my cousin misses me (:
me and my uncle had late talk together . and i find F1 interesting . (:
argh was really tired . but managed to disturb someone's sleep . hah .
slept late but woke up early .
i was reading a story book since morning until afternoon . and met up with sharon around 3 .

met up with yp emi and diane at starbucks . but sadly , they left pretty early .

oh i wanna say thanks sharon . (:

kinda funny . kinda sad . i'm stupid enough .

2009-05-22T00:27:00.000-07:00

It would seem that losing the sadness would be a good thing,
but it has been replaced by nothing -
a quiet acceptance of this life.
I think it's even worse than being miserable.
At least miserable is active.

OH EMO EMO . LOL
cant wait till next wed (:

2009-05-13T22:33:00.000-07:00

die die history .

and now physics is the problem . sighs .

study study oh study . (:

there are things you want to forget . tried to forget . but you never can .
so i guess there's no suprise i cant forget you . and i definitely still love you .

but i would rather live and love where death is king than have eternal life where love is not .

2009-05-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

Caramel Cream + chips

it taste so much better thn the original caramel cream.

chocolate cream chip and caramel cream + chip .

first time drinking 2 large starbucks in a day . LOL skipped sku and went Ehsan for breakfast with rach and joseph . starbucks after tht . (:

this is wat happened in tuition due to the hot weather . LOL

chinese paper tmr . :( wish me luck . oh dear . i still miss youu .

2009-05-10T08:05:00.000-07:00

home around midnight after meeting up with nelson and fooloong on friday.

slept around 2 but i was too tired until i cant hear my alarm at 5am . supposed to get ready before 530am . but i WOKE UP at 530am . hah luckily wai yee was late and picked us up at 545am .

my bro called me to wake me up . if not i will be sleeping till thn . but benjamin and my bro were waiting for me already . ahh . (:

all the way EARLY to klang just for breakfast . hah . around 645

inside .

ah a . we saw this car in the parking lot .

eating ice cream (:

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY (:

2009-05-09T08:23:00.000-07:00

HATE

is a strong word . but i really really really don't lyk you . :(

my day ? tiring .

2009-05-08T00:22:00.000-07:00

skipped sku on thursday again .

and pn. Doris was lyk " leonie where were you ytd ? " SICK lah .

sick . but tht wasnt the main reason i skip sku lah .

I REALLY NEED TO STUDY :(

Tuesday - went out with sharon and yp . STUDY . but i somehow failed to study . :(

Wednesday - starbucks with chiet . not that BAD lah . i studied a little . but chiet's laptop kept calling me LOL

didnt go sku on thursday . ah . but went to dominos with XS , raz and pLavin . (:

they went around swearing . THEY SWEAR ALL THE WAY LAH .

oh i tried to stop them . hah .

" we are fcuking trying to fcuking stop swearing lah ! "

this is how they release stress i assume ? menjelang exam lah . wat to do . :( but had lots of fun with them eventho i'm sick . feeling sick and laugh at the same time hurts alot , dont you agree ? LOL

2 large and 1 regular pizza for 4 of us ? haha . we managed to finish okay !

pravin's driving sucks . my driving was so much better . yeah i drove again (:

2009-05-04T04:07:00.000-07:00

how was school ?
was 2 weeks absent in sku . not used to waking up early and being in sku . :(
went for library duty which i havent been attending much . and went straight to tuition .
and i have personal add maths class later . :(
my mondays is always full of tuitions . i actually hate mondays the most .

ohhhhh i miss you . :(
should i go sku tmr ?

2009-05-03T04:09:00.000-07:00

was really BORED staying at home . nothing much . only online . :(
wasnt in the mood to go out . hah .
and only a piece of cake since morning till 4pm .
late late lunch with XS . (: I DROVE TODAY !
yheap , i took undang . but i went there just because i wanna go there with friends . i NEVER see myself as a driver . never thought of driving AT ALL hah .

From this .

To this . (: LOL

XS . owh he got his liscence one month ago . hah

my parking . NOT BAD ok ! :p

thank you XS ! ahha i had fun . it isnt THAT HARD to drive actually . i cant reach to look back . i need to grow taller ! and I ALMOST BANG Birhakim . not my fault kay . Birhakim was on his motorbike . and he was very very slow and he stopped . LOL as i wasnt really familiar with the accelerator and the brake . FIRST TIME OK . thanks for teaching (:

2009-05-02T20:55:00.000-07:00

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away
But memories willl always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
Don't ever change

i'm smiling . (:

2009-05-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

as usual . i wake up early . after so long , i'm still thinking about mssd . :(

oh wells . things turn out badly . i'm sorry .

but we still had audition in CSI studio . thanks Matthew for helping me out .

went to SJ's iu straight after audition . me and Razlan went there by cab . we were an hour late !

from right . amanda and pey yan (:

Wayne (: nice name unlyk ZhiWei's HAHA .

the little one . KokHong (:

Buddy ! the big fan of lady GaGa . (:

went Bistro after tht . the place i usually go after training in court 2 . hah . i dont have much pictures of iu . becaue i forgot tht i actually brought my camera out with me =.= ah . the iu has alot of performance . owh not forgetting the one from seafield . named TFK . dont think dirty . its Tarrence . Firdaus . Konserto . hah .

emo times . tsk .

Wayne and Zhi Wei (:

SynNa and MeeLing

KokHong & Darren

Jason (:

Darren looks funny . haha

i love this shot ah .

ate salted egg fried rice for dinner . as my mom just saw it on tv this morning . hah . it was good (:

oh slept at 3am talking on phone with an ALIEN . hah . :P but woke up ay 7am this morning . ohh . cant sleep ><

2009-05-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

X-men Origins .

eh ping i wanna sleep.

you a. waste money .

i'm falling asleep~

I SLAP YOU AHH .

power . LOL i've been sleeping in the cinema for several times . but not today .

stated in yp's blog . " Can't believe leonie never watch X-MEN AT ALL! lol need to explain everything " or mayb forgotten? (:

had sushi for lunch . and 1 hour before cinema . we had bouble tea in cold storage . 1 hour is not enough for us obviously . hah . kfc for dinner !

the world suckest ji mui Nelson asked me to accompany him for dinner in summit. but my phone wasn't with me :( only recieve his msges and miss calls when i got back home . OH SO SORRY . :(

had a conversation with seowyee ( tuck long's sister ) just when i got back home .

[SeowYee] says:
*so how was tuck long's hair?
lεоиιε lim . i can't forget you . says:
*haah i dont know
*no comment ( wat i know is he and my bro has the same hairstyle . kononnya gay partner. LOL )
[SeowYee] says:
*zha dao
*heard u guys say him EMO ( i actually agreed . and i didnt talk to him for quite some time . hah . )
lεоиιε lim . i can't forget you . says:
*got meh
*haha
*dunno?
[SeowYee] says:
*.......
*hehe
lεоиιε lim . i can't forget you . says:
*so wat do you tinnk ?
*aahh
[SeowYee] says:
*lengzai la ( she actually loves her bro alot . haha (: )
*of coz
*last time de
*like sohai like dat ( no comment . =.= )
*=x
lεоиιε lim . i can't forget you . says:
*haha
*lyk rihanna ( he really looked lyk rihanna once okay ! girly )
*;p
[SeowYee] says:
*rihanna??
*oo
*now i hate rihanna ( she hates it now because she spoilt her bro's reputation . LOL )
*she sucks
*^^
lεоиιε lim . i can't forget you . says:
*haha but your bro looks lyk rihanna before . ask niro shinL they all .
[SeowYee] says:
*cool
*my bro is a dumbbell.. the siao lang ( owhh OVER ! )

was just too bored . :( and was on call with my cousin . he kept nudging me .

i really miss all of you . (:

hope i won't fall deeper . oh i hope

2009-04-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

ACS iu day . 21st march 2009 . sorry for the late update . (:

lets start with their sketch . funny one .

CheeHan and Ravin .

Billy Gan Chin Hwa. the guy who prank call me .

Yong Sheng . The Love Guru

we had spegetti and Pizza hut for our lunch as Italy was their theme . great sketch i can say . first time seeing CheeHan being so girly with muslces around . hah .

there's only 2 girls out of 10 .

" Thanks " to Ravin for calling me up . eating competition . =.=

me Mandy and Jo Yee

Nando's .

2009-04-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

It's time to study . hope i will stop skipping sku ?
mssd . won first 2 matches and lost in quater/semi final .
quite dissapointed . the ref sucks , this is life . :(
i hope i didn't perform badly today .

honestly, this was the only time i felt the pressure on basketball . first time me trying so hard .
big thank you to all of you guys ehh . and i love spending time with you guys . (:

2009-04-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

warm up .

during match .

we will made it thru tmr . (: lyk how we made it ytd and today .

thank you for being there . especially tersayang chanyuanping and simann . (:

and to my world suckest ji mui - nelson :P and sook jiun (: