i'm here to save my very dead blog .
i'm still alive after 1 month + in PLKN . nasional service .
i have lots to say . but when i started to blog today , i'm speechless . somehow after knowing something that i have doubts in , i cant say anything .

i'm going back tmr already .
i had great time with my friends when i'm here .
mayb it's a blessing that i went for NS tho . hahah . but to all my friends , i definitely miss all of you .

and you .
eventho it has been long , but i miss you , still .

i'm basically counting the last ten days i would be spending here before NS .
i'll start from the 24th.
i went over to tucklong's house and jessy's place to bathe. LOL . just because i wanted more room for that.
staying over in tuck long's place, i had fun. but there's one thing about it . everyone who were there slept at 6am . or mayb 90%. but i'm sure its worth while not sleeping and create these memories. I REALLY HAD fun.
Christmas Day.
after 1 or 2 hour of sleep. me ShinL and Jessy went back to Jessy's place to bathe and went to Bkt Raja Aeon for KFC. really had a nice chat with both of them. i'm saying this from my heart. as i didnt have much chances to talk to them face to face.
after lunch in some chicken rice shop, 16 of us went Bkt Raja for Sherlock Holmes. 11 of us actually fell asleep. out of the 5 surviving ones, 3 of them were falling asleep and 2 of them were alright . poor thing. we were seriously sleepy.

i'm officially missing you . (:

did i mention tht i stayed over at Sunway hotel last week ?
i thought i could lock myself in the room alone and study whole day . but it didnt work out .
i went there on the 12th around midnight . i practically did nothing but staring at the television . i slept in the middle of the night for both 2 days .
one thing good about living there is i can go to pyramid whenever i feel like it . hahaha .

BUT
its been unusual for me as i start sleeping early lately .
mayb i've been using my brains alot lately . haha .
spm is getting boring . sitting by a leaking aircond . or the fan that creates noise .

done with the first 4 paper . 7 left . i hope to get my self prepared by START studying . but it didn't work out most of the time . oh well . wish me luck . (:

thanks niro for the doo doo doll . (: hah i was seriously surprised when i saw some packet on the table with my name return on it . hah . seriously it looks like a bomb . i thought someone was gonna prank me . *thinking too much*
i have no idea who gave tht to me . i woke my bro up just to ask him . hahaha

is anyone going Taylor's bazaar ? i was sleeping soundly but jessy's sms woke me up .
are you at home at 3 ? i come your place .
it was after my est paper . and i thought i could get some sleep .
she came over just to sell her fridge magnet . it's 100% for charity . (:
if you're interested , you can just go somewhere near their ss15 brunch . ( mcd , starbucks ) there're people selling em . even at night .

i spent my saturday in summit with yy. met guansheng there (:
my life is turning more lifeless lately . thanks to asspee'em.

Angie came over to my place ytd . we were supposed to study . but yeah you guessed it all right . we only studied like less thn 10 minutes (:
we were having some conversation about bloggers who changed alot compared to the first post they posted . for example . ppl might went like " i'm very happie lorhx todae . " and became like " i'm very happy today . " the way people blog just somehow changed after years .
and i was curious about how much have i changed after years .
i had another blog KianHui made for me , but i deleted it . this blog was made around last year , so it didn't show much difference.

the very first post of mine was about how i get the idea of blogging back . it was actually bacause i was too tired practising for my performance for the next day . and my blog title used to be Life Being with a Rockstar . IF i'm not mistaken . as my ex boyf thought about this . right after few blog post , we broke up and i've changed my blog title .
i remembered i used to have alot of post about how i moved on from the previous relationship . it was rather saddening i can say . but it was all gone when i was once in Emily's house . she deleted it as she thought it was not worth it for a girl being like tht for a guy . aha . i totally agree now .

reading back , i realized that i have awesome friends that helped me thru .
JeYue - he was the first person who brought me out on that night it happened .
alot of people supported me esp my interact bod . i think i could write up to 100 names for that as people really cared . i remember talking to Sean and Yuan Ping for hours when they were in Ipoh . talked to KaiLoong as he called me all the way for Austrialia . Was on phone with Rach Priya until 3am . Talked to Sharm an hour or more when she was shopping in pyramid . from Rach my best friend she msged me every single day to check on me , Carmen who came over my place more thn anyone else just to make sure i'm alright . ZenWei , the one whom always act like my big brother . there's too many , seriously . don't get offended if i didn't mention your name . enough said , because all my friends are awesome (:
not forgetting ShinD , the one whom i talked to during camp preparation . we talked for more thn 4/5 hours . and we could continue more IF we skip the dance practice , or was it dinner . i don't remember . i even got a song dedication from her . argh , i really have awesome friends around .
i went out almost every single day as it was holidays already . and most of the days with different people .
some friends who i used to be really closed with just lost touch just like that . there're plenty of things i wanted to do to get back the friendship i used to have with certain people . somehow things just didn't went well . but i'll try harder after my exams .

ohmygoodness . its getting more emotional . as its raining outside now , and my player is playing intensity in ten cities . ( and you can say that ' oh i'm just feeling sorry for myself ' ) wth . emo emo .

i remember having MOS atmosphere in Redbox . went to timesquare on John's day . as he threw out after several rides . went to Singapore without my parents . made christmas present for my friends for the very first time . went out so last minute-ly late at night. made the hardest dicision to quit band . let go the chance of going to Austria for my piano master course .

i shall continue some other times before i spread my emo-ness around . hahah . and not forgetting spm in a week !

i miss you already .
sleeping at 5am is not a good idea .
i'll just spend all my time thinking about you today .

GREAT lah . everyone is at prom and i'm all alone at home . parents have dinner and my bro is out with his friends .
i have a feeling that its great . and of course . his performance will be the BEST . ahaa .
ARGHH ALONE .
at least i have the guitar with me and trust me , it never fail you whenever you wants to feel better . (:
i don't know what to do but just typing without thinking here . lol ..

i went for a hair cut ytd . it was the first time i cut my hair alone . Jezri came over to keep me accompanied . and
I WASTED MY 25 BUCKS ON THE HAIR CUT .
IT DIDN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE ! =/ sigh .

went to pyramid with the darls (: been long time since we go for shopping . hah .
we went for sushi king . there's some sushi fair which is only 2 bucks per plate . but we got quite frustrated as we sat on the first table . the belt have nothing that we want =/ but we order what we wanted at the 2 bucks rate . lol

Carmen and I while waiting for others trying out the footwear .

us . (:

Rach .

i gave Tiff my la senza plaster to cover her blister . it cost RM5 for 3 plaster . AND she said tht the plaster isnt sticky enough . tht isnt a good plaster tho . hah dont buy . i think those cheaper would be btter . (:

went to Tiff's house around 3 . chit chatted . and trying out the clothes we bought . (:
Anthony came to pick me up for some presentation thing around 4 . I WANT MONEY ! oh well .
i came back around 630 .
always wanted to study . but it never happened =/
pray for me . lol

Last Saturday . went for my aunt's birthday celebration in Dynasty Dragon Restaurant .
my pet sister drove me and my bro there . they have wedding function there too . (:

the first dish

SharkFin Soup

Chicken

one of my favorite . fried sotong . served before we go home . (:

my pet sister and I

Cousins with mom .

Cousins .

Uncle singing . (:

yeah we have karaoke session for 3 hours . but it wasnt enough . every single one of us had to sing a song for my aunt tho .

my mom and I . (:

Happy Birthday Jessy !!! (: (:

went for basketball session with Raymond Shiva KoukWei JienHooi and Shiva's friend . ha .
after 10 minutes in the court . i fell down . twisted my ankle with one turn on the floor . thanks to Shiva. . ahh . knowing that i have party to attend tonight . =/ oh well .
it wasn't that bad as i still can play this morning . but after playing . it starting to ache everytime i take step . lol .
i have been massaging my feet hoping that it can recover by tonight . so i can wear heels and walk like normal people . failed but its getting better from day to day . tho it still hurts abit now . haha .
RachKu picked me up around 645 . and i only started to dress up around 630 . ha thts fast i know . i had to wait for Darren to pass me something . lol i complaint all i wanted to in the car . ahah . we reach the Royal Klang Club around 730 due to the bad traffic .
first stop was to the ladies but NOT wishing Jessy with a hug . aha .

Jessy was really pretty that night . (: i can't imagine how she'll look like for her wedding . WOW . ha .

First picture taken .

Niro RachKu

ShinL

Me

LWP .

he appeared when i was eating . he ask me to take a shot before i become fatter after i eat . wth so mean . =/

NIRO !

HueyYing looking very happy . ahh

Jac'k .
been long time since i see him . i took more thn 20 pictures with him . LOL

Vendrick .

Rach .

the Daddy . WeiHan

TuckLong

Wai Yee

Justin . (:

Mandy

Vin !

The last song . (:

went home at 12 sharp . (:
thanks for the night Jessy . hope you had a blessed 21st birthday . we always love you . (:

been long time since i REALLY update my blog . ahh .

i went to ipoh last friday . grandma's birthday . she has a cat at home . clean white cat . but i still hate it . LOL . i still remember my uncle texted my aunt . i replied him on behalf of my aunt .
are you all still using mooncake as a birthday cake ?
NO LAH . we bought cheese cake already .
remember to da pao some food back to subang for me .
ohh . we have Gstout , red wine , white wine , groundnuts , mango , banana , rambutan , 8 durians , papaya , passion fruit etc . (the house gave me the idea to reply . LOL )


came back at Sunday morning . and my mom send me to ShinL's house . i stayed over for 2 nights . (:

went to some association for mooncake celebration . bumped into YunnTeng there too ! ah .

ShinL .

Chia Wei called me when we were lining up to get some food . Chia Wei is efficient (: haha . he reach the association in 20 minutes . if it was me , i wil lost my road for sure . we went to Bukit Tinggi Aeon . (:
the main purpose of staying over is because i wanted to learn chinese ! ahha . and i did okay !

i wrote this okay !

i wrote two letters . with the help of ShinL for sure . =/ without her i don't think i can write a sentence LOL . thanks girl (:

ahah . hope ShinL will come over to my place soon . and we'll learn chinese . chit chat and do everything we want ! ahah .


NAH YUANPING . FOR YOU !