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I DONT WANNA GO NS !

I REALLY DONT WANNA GO .

PEOPLE PLEASE SAFE ME . T.T

best birthday present ? FUCK LAH . I REALLY DONT WANNA GO ! TT

Isaac Me and Jen

INTERACT INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY !
i want more pictures people .
i love all the helper and bod of 08/09 !
thanks for making this a success
and a big thank you to XS ! the F4 !
gotta run . will update more about it . (: hope all of you enjoyed .

youu .

how to mend a broken heart ?
when the entire world has fallen apart.
how to find hope in a brand new day?
when the loved one has gone away .

my mind overflows with memories of you,
all tht we have shared
all tht we knew .

i long your touch and your warm embrace ,
the look in your eyes ,
the smile in your face .
my dream are filled with you
i wake and cry for all that i miss .

how do i mend a broken heart ,
when my one true love and I are apart ?
my heart knows to love only you ,
it won't let go , what can i do ?

i loved you and i love you still .

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2 more days to iu . good luck peeps .

GOOD LUCK SEAFIELD SCHOOL BAND .

(: YOU HAVE ALL MY SUPPORT !

(Athanatos Empeiria)

EVERYONE is invited to join our Greek themed IU . theme this year is Athanatos Empeiria . and it means immortal experience .

Date : 28 June 2009

Time : 12-5pm

Venue: SMK Seafield's school hall .

Attire : Smart Casual .

Price : RM25 . RM30 ( walk in )

you'll have lots of fun . i guarantee . (:

spent my whole day with the roberts .
and went for campfirenight .
awesome . (:

The silence keeps it easy
keeps you safe for the moment .
As you're walking away
your foot steps get louder .
All you needed was time
now time will destroy us .


It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together .
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out .

you watch me bleed .

failed chinese again . =/ LOL
still thinking whether to take chinese btw .

btw i know who you are . and i chose to ignore . soo , whateverrrr . :P

Ravin and I

i slept at 2.30 waiting for someone and it was quite a dissapointment . oh wells .
and i woke up at 7 as i had to go for in meeting in klang .
went to aeon bukit tinggi . i was really very sleepy . =/

in Pizza Hut's

RachK and Mandy

didnt take picture of the others . haha . supposed to watch 17 again AGAIN . but people were to lazy and busy for that . so mandy and i went to pyramid . (: went to met up with jessy whom is working in Maxis . chit-chating while playing the iphone . haha . but we went for desert after tht . .

Jessy . talking about JayChou

Mandy .

we watched Hanna Montana . suprisingly it wasn't bad at all ! it makes me like her a lil ? it was awesome . i lyk all the songs there . the story line is rather good . oh wells . didnt have time to met up with nelson . and its school tmr . ARGH ! i dont wanna get back my exam papers . =/

my holidays were fine . i wanted more time . i didn't spend much time with yuanping and carmen this holidays . not forgetting yapzenwei and aza with the gang . it's only 2 weeks lah . and i missed the Chan for 1 week =/ i went thailand and penang for 5 days . so pretty much time were gone . web cam-ed with some people also . and i love the companion . (: went crazy over someone actually . but its not the same when i think back every night . i still prefer old times . wells , what about studying ? actually promised XS to start studying the 2nd week . but obviously it didn't work . I REALLY NEED TO STUDY .

oh and this holiday. i spent alot of time with Sharon . well, we always hang out after meetings went to pyramid , summit , and her place . and i enjoyed walking with her around . we talked on phone aso . and she woke me up during my beauty sleep . LOL yeah talking about sleep , i don't really like to sleep lately . it's holidays ! my dad actually ask me to sleep before 12 every night . well . i tried , but i will landed up using the laptop in my room . and i still do wish every night . its still the same old wishes .

and i don't think i will be going to austria .

tagged by yuan ping .


1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite part to get kissed?
it depends actually

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
idk . its another day again ?

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
yuenmin .

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
yes, sometimes .

5. Will you ever donate blood?
idk . mayb ?

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was of the opposite sex?
yheapp .

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
hmm yeah actually .

8. What does your last text message say ?
i forgot . deleted it .

9. What are you thinking about right now?
a guy actually . and alot more lahh . (:

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yheap . and i wanna be out !

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
pretty late . 13oam i guess ?

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
tropicana life, sunway ?

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
yeah .

14. Who was the last person to text you?
keewei .

10 lucky people to do this quiz
you .



feeling emotional . listening to until the last moment by yanni . its awesome . ahah .
and congrats to matt (:
he was lyk "hey ur talkin to the new ambassador of loreal" LOL .
his hairdresser changed his hairstyle . its mohawk now . its soo different lahh . his long hair was perfect on him . i will comment more after i see it tonight . haha .

i'm happy that we actually talked . (:
well . felt happy but there's something that i have to keep it unsaid . it might ruin the whole thing . and by then we wouldnt be talking anymore . but i did well controling my feelings . and i'm still who i am . just not who i want to be .


went to summit with darren for lunch . was supposed to go to true fitness in the afternoon . LOL but tak jadi lah . but at least i went at night okay . yeah and i ss-ed . wth right . haha

went back around 10pm . mcd after gym . aghh . its too tempting .

3 more days left and sku reopen ! :(
went for meeting several days . and spent time gaying with SHARON after meetings .
went to sharon's ytd and watched one litre of tears . sharon the emotional one felt embrassed tht she had to cry in front of someone whom has no feeling . she thought i'm the emotional one . and i'll go lyk " yes sharon its super sad . and i'm crying ! " LOL
something new about me, i'm not lyk wat i used to be anymore . somehow, i have became more anti social . more quiet and feelingless . i think ?

i should be studying this week . but its not happening . idk .
went for chemistry tuition last night . everyone was paying attention to teacher . only me and carmen talking in class non stop ? and suprised tht we didnt spend time together during this hols . normally we will hang out alot during hols .


and buddy , there's no reply . :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to .
Xia Shuen . 6/6
we're in the basketball team . spent lots of time feeling lost ? hah . the girl whom asked me about mssd badminton . LOL

Calvin Lim . 7/6
Lim Khai Lun . haha . we first met in permata ?

Li Jian . 9/6
IC Seafield a.Treasurer . (: a friend too . he writes . alot . hah

Puteri . 9/6
the princess . a very good friend who's always there for me . missed those heart to heart session we had . she's a strong girl . seriously .

Alvin Aw. 9/6
i'm still keeping the bear tht you gave me 2 years ago . and i still remember the time we spent DOING NOTHING after SDS every sunday . but tht was 2 years ago . :P

Li Chin . 11/6
one of the darlS . and my friend since 7 until now ! all of us really care for you okay . and we've told you so many times . you have the suitable key already . you just need to fix it . (: AND she is going for amali WITHOUT me . loves from me .


ShinD . 11/6
DD ! i still remember you dedicated the song by leona lewis to me .remember how we talked for 4 hours NON STOP ? ahah . and i was seriously touched when you called me during my olahraga . the 30 minutes werent enough for us !

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me and the birthday girl . (:

went to pyramid to celebrate lichin's bday in advance . (: hope she lyks the presents . went for japanese buffet in shogun . and i wasted my money ! i only ate FEW sushis , the fruit cocktail and cawanmushi . haha . its little . 15 bucks mayb ?

there're snails , too . =.= jo ate all of em .

sushi .

more food and fruit cocktail . only the cocktail is mine . :P

rach and i in the bowling ally .

was supposed to meet up with carmen but she wasnt feeling well . :( so we went to summit for17 AGAIN ! (: its awesome! finally i dont feel sleepy in the cinema . hah . went home quite late . and thanks to Mr anonymous whom made my day .

had a busy day today too . went home around 5pm after everything . and straight to piano around 630 ? thought my piano teacher would kill me for not practising and not doing the harmony . but she accepted my excuses . HAHA . 8 pieces to practise , scales , 2 pages of harmony . i hate doing harmony . i need 30 minutes to complete 10% of the page . and i hate composing . oh well . :(

and and !

my teacher asked me to attend the mastercourse for piano in Austria . i'm excited !

wei mund and my ugly face .

webcamed with weimund last night. and she took this . i wasnt posing or something okay !

mund ~ proud of me ? i post this up . ahah !

just got back from breakfast with Xingsan and Razi . nice chat we had .

gotta run . going pyramid (:

Roger Federer and Robin Soderling . (:

FINALLY ! Roger Federer won with 6-1 , 7-6 and 6-4 in the finals . after 3 years ! his baby in his wife stomach whom brought him luck ? he rockS ! and robin soderling is a happy loser . proud of him too . (:

i'm back. from 5 days 4 nights trip in penang and thailand .

it was okay . i spent more time in the hotel than anywhere else . haha .

lunch in mandy's . and bowling with twin , diane and darren after meeting on tuesday .
the twin misses me . (: alot . HAHA .
went straight to Curve , Ikea and Ikano with the F4. (:
i really love the beds in Ikea . i'm planning to buy one . ah .

Ikea. cafe .

the hot dog is only 2 bucks . and bottomless soft drink for only 1 buck . (:

LOL ?

Wednesday

i PASSED undang ! (: 45/50 *bangga*

lunch in somewhere in taipan . the ice kacang there rocks (: i like the environment there aso . went to kenyoong's house after tht for sketch prac . and played bowling again ! haha .

try comparing mine with XS's .

XS . (:

sunday , attended the mindmax seminar somewhere in damansara .
it was from the master coach of asia . Bob Proctor .
it can be categorize under interesting IN THE BEGINNING. but not after the break . i was too excited about the steamboat later . so i find him kinda annoying . LOL ?

Rule #1
my result can only grow to the extent that i grow .

Rule #2
There's no such thing as REALITY . ( WOW )


i think it was OK lah overall . i learnt something at least . BUT BUT . i'd prefer if i didnt go . LOL
had steamboat session with the basketball mate . they started at 6pm and i only arrived around 830pm ? haha . everyone finished their meal when i arrived , only WenMin . but luckily ade sharon teman sikit lah . AND CHAN YUAN PING FFK LAH ! i miss her lahh .



went pyramid on monday with the darls and the guys. they came over my place and kept complaining tht they're hungry ? hah . for the first time, there's no food in my house . called the cab over (:

Went to Baskin Robins . A&W . Jusco . for FOOD before movie . ahah .

20 bucks :'(

Heels . (:

Rach and I . there's alot more actually . ahah .

Long lost friend. hsienYoong .

Watched night in the mEsuem 2 . jo's mEsuem . ahah. and i fell asleep again . i should really learn how to sleep early and stop falling asleep in cinemas . it wasnt tht interesting in the middle . but i enjoyed the ending .

Sam's boyf sent us all to steamboat after movie . (: YUENN .

the shy shy koon . lol

the sweet sweet couple (:

YenYu .

people waiting for the chicken wing .

koon and jo .

picture of the day . (:

overjoyed . and i'm sick of steamboat already .