one Night

i think the amount of my pain receptors has increase. since i'm feeling more pain lately. things seems to be alright, to you. but it wasn't. how i wish you could eventually know how i feel. at least realize what i've been going through. i did alot for you. eventho you kept saying that you've given me alot. honestly, i can't feel it. i'm really sorry. but sometimes i still wonder, am i just someone that seems alot to you, but i'm actually nothing? I almost cried this afternoon, i teared actually, if u didn't notice. And now, sigh. things that i do, you just don't seem to know.

Oh well, and this might be funny. because if u happen to read this, i think you don't even know that this is actually for you.

oh well.

i am done with my midterm . it was FREAKING HARD . it was more like finals anyway . i think i'm gonna be very disappointed with i get my result . even if i'm free now . i have too many things to do . and i don't know where to start .

1. informative speech
2. persuasive speech ( i haven't started at all )
3. psychology presentation with alicia
4. quiz for public speaking
5. quiz for psychology. * which actually kills
6. AND start studying for finals !

other than that.

1. practice practice practice
2. clean my room (which gonna take me at least 1 day)


and ohhey Hewson ! (:

i don't care anymore . and you'll know what i'll do when i don't care about anything .

hello public speaking and psychology

i just got back from retreat camp last sunday . fun and knowledgeable is the words to be described . i learned alot more about life . thanks Chia Wei for organizing this differently (: i now know how to live my life . trying to practice it at least ? we had fun, we were hyper and we were emotional . haha i will remember what i've learned . definitely . (:


do check out Beat Groovers inc. on facebook ! the dance crew that i danced with lately . i've learned alot of steps . and had alot of fun with them .