I can't believe
no one else can hear
I am screaming
inside my head .

Things are moving fast.
I'm dying . dying and dying .
My hands are shaking .
I try to squeeze them, try to make it stop ,
but now my fists are shaking .
and this shaking is working its way through me .
It must look like I am having a fit .
I want to let it scream out,
but if i start ,
I'll never stop .

It's not supposed to be like this .
I dont know how to make this end.
I dont want to be that person.
I am not that person .
I am not .
I am not .

Do you think is fair for treating me lyk tht ? IF yes , go ahead .